Faded Memories.

如果不是那些事的话，我应该也会变得像你那么臭屁吧
是好，还是不好呢？
因为你不用经历我的痛
可是你也不会成长。
有好也有坏吧。
因为你那个年龄，不适合。
而我，随便吧。
都过去了。

For the sakes of what i want, i can even bleed myself.

well, i bet everyone is biting their chemistry reference book hardly now, but for me, im still watching japanese drama 'GTO' on pps. what spm, what exams, what straight A's, what loser only aiming 5A, I don't give it a damn anymore. Let me be, i just want to enjoy when i could. After some days, I'll go after a place i dunno whether it is Hell or Heaven. Well, some of you might cursing me now, like 'why the laziest person get the best opportunity to study overseas?!'. Right, i heard much of it. I don't know whether should i just laugh over it or get mad. when i laugh over it, i feel kesian for myself; if i get mad, they'll say im small gas again. Its hard being a human, especially a chinese. They're sensitive and do a lot of cruel thing when they're beh song. sigh, why would i born as a chinese =.=

well, this is not the main thing i wan to talk about in this post.

the thing is...
just please, im begging you guys to STOP sending chain msg to me.
It's ok if you send those like : 'if you don't send this to 10ppl in 10 seconds, you'll die immediately.'

zzzz
I DON'T CARE IF I DIE.
plus, u tot i'm god ar, 10second to forward msg to 10 ppl, YOU FOWARD LA!

or those :'if you don't send this, you'll be virgin forever'

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!
I DON'T CARE IF I'LL BE VIRGIN FOREVER OK??!! =.=llllllllllllllllll

but then, if u send those like :' if you don't send this, your mother/father/family will die'
or those :' send this back to me if i'm your friend'

hello! i wouldn't mind if u curse me, but when u relate this with my family, hehe... don't blame me astaga no heart. But then when i think of it, those person who send it to me also forgivable la. Even me also will send when i receive this kind of msg. It's madness when it relates to my family. Should blame those who so genius create this kind of msg. I think it's mainly from those mobile network provider like digi n celcom. They created it and send to the users so they can earn more money if the users send more msg. OR, just purely some bo liu ppl too bo liu n write those chain msg n send it over, its their interest, so bo liu. =.=

but then, why send those chain msg related to friendship? Do that mean I do not treat you like real friend if i didn't forward the msg back to you? No, right? Will our friendship broke after that? Well, for those who're mature in thinking, might not. But still, it hurts ourselves when those who you think they're real friend, didn't forward back the msg to you. Why do something so stupid to hurt yourself? Plus, is that mean those who forward back the msg to you, treated u like a real friend? Not really, right? Some people forward it back just because they don't want to hurt you. How fake is that, how sick is this society, i had enough.

well, sorry if this post offensed some of you.

For the sakes of what i want, i can even bleed myself.

i have no idea what is the game designers thinking nowadays.